Overwhelmed....

Lately, I have seemed to be forgetful, weepy, exhausted, anxious, and just plain overwhelmed with everything! My Mother keeps telling me that those emotions are all part of pregnancy, and they come more frequent during your last trimester...now that I am 6 months pregnant, the realization, that this little life I am going to be responsible for will be here in less then 3 months starts setting in more and more..
The worries start setting in too... The worries and anxiety of Brandon living 3 1/2 hours away, worrying if he will be able to make it to the birth of his son if I go into labor early, worrying about money, a car, and baby shower coming up. I also seem to be getting more and more anxious about labor.. (I don't think watching Discovery Health channel helps me either!)
I have found myself weeping on days, when I just do not feel well, and my feelings overwhelm me.. and I do turn to God on those days, and just give all my worries to Him. I just want my hope back...my hope that everything will work out for the best, because I have no hope right now, just a heart full of worry... And a brain working on overtime with all my thoughts.
So, I pray that God will move the gloomy clouds from my view, so that shining light will shine in my view, and my hope will return to my heart, and the worry will fade... Mason is my unplanned angel... and I just want the best for him.. and the best for Brandon and I. Those two blessings are what matters to me most... My best friend, and the Father of my child, and my precious gift from God, my son.