*Being Pregnant....*

When all this first came about, I tried to keep a positive attitude, and look at this as a blessing, a wonderful new chapter in my life. Brandon has been nothing but a great positive attitude, but doesn't understand how bad I feel at times.
I have been getting sick up to four times a day, and it is everything I have to keep hydrated, and be able to hold even gatorade, or applesauce down..Which is horrible considering I used to LOVE food, and now I can't even smell it, let alone eat it!! The doctor gave me Phenegran for my nausea, all that does is knock me out for 12 hours to the point where no one can wake me up, and than I am cranky when I finally do wake up! So, it is either throwing up constantly, or passed out!
On top of that, I had recently lost a bunch of weight, I was 5"9 and weighed 110 lbs! Now, I am very worried to gain weight...I wouldn't know what to do if I gained too much weight and looked fat, not pregnant! I have only gained about 7 lbs so far, and that is with only digesting half of my food (if that.) Also, my Mom had 3 children and she weighs 100 lbs right now...So I am hoping that is herititary! ( and I will stay skinny!) I hope that that is something I can deal with month by month and keep praying about it and hopefully I will feel better!
I also feel like I can't do ANYTHING anymore, everytime I turn around my Mother is in my ear saying "you can't do this, you can't drink that, you can't eat that" and it is driving me Crazy at times! I have not had any caffiene in weeks, I can only take tylenol for my horrible headaches (only regular strength), and I can't eat feta cheese! and I LOVE greek salads! Ugh, I guess the saying everything in moderation doesn't work when you are pregnant! I wish it did....
I just feel so left out of everything, so left out of friend activities, and so left out of the life I used to live....I wish there was something that would make me feel better...Hopefully prayer will :) Thanks for listening to me complain!!! :)